Hi. Second post of the day, Im just gonna spill everything out here. Is tht ok blog? Lol.
I haven't been studying hard enough. Im so disappointed in myself. Seriously, I never want to neglect my studies.
Never.
But what has gotten into me?
):
I guess im very affected by the breakup.
Those moments when i tear, they're over.
& Im glad so.
At least i wont cry non-stop.. Tho its still aching? I guess i should just throw everything aside and get serious with my studies.
Everything's been so hard for me to catch up. Regardless of my studies, family and handling of my own emotions.
I know i can never forget you. & The times when we were tgt, tho they're so fucking short. Well, its not about the time anw.
The words you say, the texts you sent when you wanted a breakup so much.
I can never..
shit. I really dont know what else can i do.
I know how much i want you bk i can never again.
Days have passed and you seem to have clean forgotten about me..
Im the only one who still wants us bk again. Even knowing the problem tht exist. Nah, its not even a problem.
I've said countless times. I can accept tht reason, but its just a waste cos you really want a break up so so much.
Even tho i've begged you like i've never done before..
I think of you everyday, in everything i do.
When is this gonna end.. .. .. ):
// I've given up, on giving you up alright.
I've disappointed many. I've made many worried for me. I've made many friends so tired of talking sense into me.
Im sorryyyyyyyy, sincerely.
Its hard you guys should understand.
Miss lim <3
Im sorry, for not turning for so many lessons yet i still requested for more time for my coursework. I've tried doing them and i cant really cope. I know I shouldnt be like this.
And you've been there to help me. Been there to console me making me feel like you're a friend, a very close one. Iloveyou.
Working hard towards my "A" . I promise. (:
Im especially guilty towards this teacher of mine. I mean even to all my friends who knows what happened and have been there for me. Really.
And lastly, I've got a few songs which really close to me. & Obvious enoguh, they're what i want to say to you. You dont read my blog. Im damn glad!
Enjoy, they're really nice.
& I hope you hear my cries.
