Randomness

Sometimes life is just unfair, you yearn for someone so much but they just dont pause to take a look at you. Some ppl will do all you can to prove that you really love someone, but yet you got nothing in return at the end of the day. Especially girls, when there's nothing else you can do.. You can only cry alone or find some friends to talk to ( but most of them do not really understand though.......) . Sometimes if you just bottle them up, it'll worsen your emotions and breakdown eventually. And sometimes many of us feel so jealous of ppl who seems to be very good in everything, able to get what they want and so on..... When you see a guy telling a girl sweet little stuffs like, "if you are fat dont worry i'll jog with you" or "even during the worse times i'll be with you for sure, fret not." you often smack yourself saying, "Fuck why isn't this guy mine?!"
Well................
I think its kinda fated, not? :<

Jealousy really is something which is so fatal to my emotions. That explains why im a emotional kid. Sometimes no matter how hard you work towards a goal, or even for someone. You just dont get what you want. Despite putting your whole heart in, you wont be able to reach them. How sad........ Only you yourself can see how much effort you've put in, no others can. Some ppl are just so realistic and straightforward, that they wont make decisions using human's feeling.. whyyyyyyyy

Why cant some ppl just open their eyes big and see who are the ones that have always put in effort.....

Wow this is quite a emotional post huh huh huh......
Shall end here ^^

"Breakthru camp 2010"

Just ended the awesome 3 day camp ytd. And sad to say i miss all of themmmmmmmm
This is seriously the only camp that i've enjoyed in my secondary school life.. Hmm i guess it'll always hold the memories in my heart. Actually on the first day of camp i was really reluctant to go! haha but im glad i went. Cos this camp is too good to be missed!! And if i didnt go i wouldn't know many more ppl. All the camp leaders they're like angels. hahahaa

Ppl who know me would know im not the camp type of ppl but i really never get myself involve so much in camp before lor. This proves that this camp is really awesome. Haha

Am missing all the afternoon activities, group time, decorating our house walls, interacting and laughing at everyone. The cat fights, the irritating cube thingy and of cos mass dance.
The mass dance got the whole 4e5n moving!! Like practically the whole hall dancing. LOL. Never seeen the hall so lively before LOL.

The mass dance song was tik tok so i guess everyone was kinda familiar with it and learnt it so quickly. Lol! And towards the end everyone wanted to dance over and over again. Haha!!

So when ytd the camp ended, of cos icry again la. Everyone knows im a emotional kid right.. Lol! Like all of a sudden dont bear to end this camp, dont bear to leave this cute group of ppl. :< Though its just for 3 days but it really bonded everyone tgt you guys knowww :< We did so many activities tgt and really enjoyed lor. Can the school arrange this camp again everyweek? 1 week 2 times. Each time 3 days. LOL!!
Alright, so i of cos learnt alot through this camp too. Glad i came if not i wont even know this batch of 4express ppl.. Would still be having this stupid mindset that express ppl and normal academic ppl do not click and stuffs. hahaha.

I miss all of you guys!! :< BREAKTHRU CAMP 2010 PURPLE HOUSE. <33333333333333333

Back to school.........

Hi all! Haven't been updating much due to tight scheule of work. Work can be tiring but// Compared to school i guess work is better. Lol! But well.. It's the last yr alr, cannot imagine time flies so fast and this yr im gonna take o levels alr! Shall really study study and study. Last minute studying doesnt really help much! :<>



Chiuwee........




Shiyun, chiuwee ^^



So many funny memories flashed through just by looking back at these pictures. Hahaha all the funny actions we always do to make each other laugh...... Shall keep them to my heart! :> They are really funny and more-than-colleagues friends. Gonna miss them alot, but we'll still meet up!

As i was browsing through pictures, i found this picture very candid and random. LOL!

So the holidays just ended like this and school have started almost a week. Shall aadjust myself bk to studying mode and start mugging. :>