A big "boo" to you

Ok, haven't been taking pictures with ppl recently.

Basically, last week end was about gg out with rebecca and 1000 steps last fri, and sat with joanna.

Sunday i lock myself at home to attempt to study, and i did? Not.

HAHA.

Hmmmmmmmmm.

I will update more with pics of others soon.

^^

Today's pp was....... bad.

Facts

My sis's having fever, flu, everything!

Heartpain*

Im sick too, but i wish i can have fever from my sis. Really very heartpain to see a 8 yr old girl swallowing so much medicine. :'(

I suddenly love her so much. LOL!

Ok bb gtg. Need to tug her to sleep now.

And my prelims are here i havent study finish. Time is running outttt.

Wtf life im leading.

I miss sheryl, liwen, jasmine. (again?) LOL.

I miss mummy! If there's a nomination for world's noblest mother i will use my lifr to vote for her. haha.

Love my mother to the maxxxxxx. She's in taiwan so sad.

Ok bai bai. I promise pictures soon. <3

Sincerity.

Weekends are here again!!!!

Must enjoy to the fullest, so tmr i'll be meeting joanna!

:D

Update soon! Bye!

THE END! (:

SHARE A GOOD NEWS.

I FINALLY COMPLETE MY ENTIRE COURSEWORK!!!!!!!!

:D

Meaning, no need to stress over my coursework anymore.

Finally. When i printed that 30 pages out i really feel like i just gave birth to a 7 month old baby.

LOL!

PAMELA!! No more coursework~~

Bye, off to sleep.

Bloody fuck

I SPENT MY WEEKENDS AT HOME.

HOW WONDERFUL.

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL WITH SO MANY UGLY PPL.........

Damn bored!!!! I cannot spent my weekends like this! Another hectic and tiring week is coming.

:(

Time is my precious baby.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY.

:)

These few days really damn tiring, homework non stop. But no choice got to try my best, exams approaching in no time.........

I got the answer to my questions.

Im just trying to be a sweet ass by saying i love

sheryl, liwen and jasmine

before i sleep.

Although today when i cry jasmine didn't contribute anything but i still love her as much.

LOL!!

cos i didn't text her, i know she's busy getting darker. (LOL)

Thanks alot, hehe.

*hugs*

Meet ups, weekends? :)

My headache's not gone yet. :(

Got so many school work to complete!

Sometimes i really dont wanna study anymore, but on second thoughts.

I dont wanna disappoint my mother too. It's not like i totally got no interest in studying..

Just some factors affecting me.

Should hang on. 2 more months onlyy.

(:

Sometimes it's just harder to achieve something simple.

Liwen, i feel like talking to you lea. :'(

Dilema

Omg siaaaa. wtf is happening to me.
Never eat also want to vomit, eat also vomit everything out.
Dont ask me i pregnant or what, lol. Never do anything how the fuck i get pregnant!

And my headache is spinning me round and round.
Singing: you spin my head right round right round ~

I feel sick, like im gonna fall sick soon. F.
Although i love to fall sick..... but not at this time. Got so many work incomplete, and exams are approaching in no time. Cannot afford to be sick nowwwww.

Life is boring. Life is meaningless.
Life will be so much better with free flow of cash, free flow of laughter, free flow of love, free flow of time.

Bye, im off to let my head spin me right round. hahaha.

2 yrs ago, and now.

Friday, 10th july.

Happy birthday tianfu!! haha.

Friday went out with sheryl, liwen and the rest.

It was tianfu birthday, celebrated at music thai. :)

After music thai was club trust!

So much happened over there..

BUT

in the end, everything's alright.

:D

Pictures!

Tianfu!

His expression like damn sad like that. LOL

Nelson look sexy here, hahahahaha!

& The girls. :)

With their godmother. :)

So that was all!

Sunday met them again for another round of music thai. Before that went to cine for transformer! :D

after music thai everyone was damn tired alr, lol.

So we went to aunty's house for lepak-ing.

Sheryl wants to sleep but of cos, nonono. haha.

Went home at 6+. Really damn tired loooo.

Can you tell me what does those actions mean on that friday night?

Ass

Met with my best ytd. Liwen, sheryl, jasmine. :)
I drunk again!!! But i realise they love me alot. HAHAHAHA.
Bye, update soon.

You always do unexpected things all of a sudden, leaving me pondering over what you've done.
what is this!! lol.

I miss the old times when i used to laugh at the littlest thing.

OMG.

So many schoolwork, so many thoughts.

So many stressssssss.

So many problems.

But so little comfort i have, so little warmth i get.

So little love i received.........

So little determination and courage.

It feels like a part of me is gone, ass.

It's becoming a habit to vomit out my food. haha.

Thats about it.

I should just shut the fuck up and die.
I seriously dont mean anything. Enough said, i dont wanna say these anymore. I feeel tired alr, i feel upset enough that i cant be anymore upset.
I feel like a fool and nothing else.
From the bottoms of my heart, i wish you two all the best.

Im not the generous kind, but im not the wicked kind either. I wont want to cause any problems between you both, never.

So what if i really feel god damn awful right now, it doesn't matter anymore.
Tc and all the best.
This will be the last post about alll these, no more. Because i really feel tired and really feel like one idiot typing all these. For what? Sympathism? Nah, no need.

Im to blame for all these, then.

So many doubts, but you cleared them. Now, who's gonna bring the trust bk again?

As i read through those msgs, i think. From the start till now, i wonder whats true in those msgs. I actually still smiled as reading them, till the recent ones. I teared, what was all this all about?
Told you i cannot take anymore failures in r/s, and yet you failed me throughout.
No, im not blaming you. Im not...... Sigh. I just dont understand why. Why are you able to say all those stuffs when you dont mean it. Why do this to me. Why even lie to me for the reason of break up.
It's not about minimizing the pain, dont you know it would hurt even more when im the one who saw it with my own eyes about the truth? Lies lies lies. That was all about us.
Pains me to see and feel how loving you both are...... but what else can i do except for seeing just that?
I wished for you to come bk to me, but somehow it feels so impossible.
It's alright now, i feel so...........

Tc!

You're in my heart, but im not in yours.

Continuation of updates.

okk, so...

Sunday, 5july.

St james barnone! (: (:

If only it was held at powerhouse instead!

Barnone is fucking small, fucking hot.

But nonetheless, its still enjoyable. My favourite st james what. lol.

Went with joanna to far east first to get her pay and stuffs. Thn headed to st james alr.

The only two pictures we took in barnone.

That night was a lil..... fun? but, turned abit moody after that. No idea why.

The dancefloor was packed, but i like. lol.

Damn hot la, i keep sweating. Then there was two guys asking me. You wear jacket not hot meh? hahaha. I hot i also dont want to take out lea, LOL.

Music was soso, quite boring.

Uh, i hope the next one would be a better one.

Waited for my mother in office, thn went home tgt.

Behind those smiles, who knows how much tears i've shed?

Saturday, 4 july.

Was damn tired. Slept all the way till 4plus rang up jervis and went to meet the guys.

As usual they fucking played lan.

lollllll.

Here, have to thank sherman and jervis.

Though you guys didnt say much, but. I know you guys want me to be ok and not like this. Crying and crying, thinking and thinking. Thanks tho.

And jason stop sigh-ing. lol.

So if you see this post must tag me. LOL!

After that went to meet liwen and sheryl :DDDD

Went to cine first, to accompany them eat. Nelson and tianfu was there too.

After that walked to bangkok thai.

Kinda boring over there, thn went to club trust to find aunty and her friends.

Better there, but really not for my age. LOL.

Cos they sang those hokkien techno. LOL!!

But when it was catwalk..... Me and sheryl damn excited held hands again.

Those guys were, wooooo. hahahaha.

They eyed on number 99. Liwen even ask ahyi to give tht guy flower so that he can come to our table to talk to us. LOL damn funny.

Thn tht sheryl dont know at there jin zhang what. HAHHAA.

In the end also liwen win lo, talk so much. TSK. STILL EXCHANGE NUMBER. LOL!!

Thn chillax a lil, drank a lil.

Si liwen want me drunk, keep asking me to drink all in one go.

Say nvm, drunk we drunk tgt.

So after that, i really abit drunk alr. Cried again, tht was like continuosly for tht few days.

fuck tht.

But my best were there. Thanks sheryl and liwen alot alot. Love all of you so much, and jasmine also. <3

It was a long and teary night, but i still enjoyed myself.

Played till morning thn went to 747 to eat and went home!!!!

At bangkok thai.

LOL.si sheryl you pose what! lol!

Liwen <3

My best, hehe.

& nelson.

The guys. We went to mindscafe after that, played those games. fun.

Wei jinn's answer for this question was, "my mother's the sex." LOL!

Damn scary lo, like gonna topple any moment!

jason

sherman

*the end*

Numbed.......

Alright, updates for the past few days.

Not all are up, still left with two days of updates. Last sat and sun.

Be patient!

Friday, 3 july

Met joanna and head to town, job hunting. Talked, she keep me accompany because the day before was one of the worse days of my life.

I saw her too. sigh.

Pictures!

I went over to joanna's house and we spent the night tgt. haha. Chatted and lazed around and went home in the morning. (:

Wednesday, 1 july.

Met with the guys and my dearest girls!

Jason, jervis, wei jinn, sherman, jeremy neo, aidan.

Calista, Pamela, Eunice. :D

Went to watch ice age, the long tics. haha.

Then calista and pam went off first leaving me and the guys. They fucking went to play lan.

zz.

& jervis. (:

& jason, forever so shag face. LOL .

& wei jinn, that funny asshole. haha.

& sherman! :D

After that i met joanna after her work.

Usual places, cine. went home with the last train.

All the accidentally laugh outs one.

Keep taking these kinda shots, see liao also sian. LOL.

(:

That was how i led my life for the past few days. Common, nothing special. lol. Actually i know i wasn't really happy. But, so what? At least i have friends arnd me ^^ but joanna going bk to thailand alr!!!!!! fuck, who's gonna be my all-time-favourite girl now? :(

I dont want to be alone, really.
I dread hearing promises now.... Hate everything so much, hate myself.