It lasted not long but i can't forget about it.

Something bad happened.
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& Im gonna be so ... whole day.
I dreamt of him.

Sometimes i wonder how long will it take for me to not be affected, still, and when can i clean forget the hurt you've brought to me.
It's not the first time i dreamt of you.. & Its so damn terrible to feel this way.

Is it because its not gonna be possible between us in reality, thats why its all happening in dreams?

I dreamt of me meeting him out of coincidence, then when we saw each other, i held on to his hands very tightly, don't wanna let him go.. But he said to me, " don't think of the past alrd. " and then another dream followed.
I dreamt that we talked on the phone (this is not gonna happen in reality) , you told me you want to go to somewhere, and asked me , "you wanna accompany me along? " . Then i woke up from this dream..

All i can say is..
I really hate the feeling like this. Waking up from a dream that pains me to realise, oh its just a dream.I felt like crying.. But, there's too many but.
Its like bk to the days when we just broke up. I cried every morning i wake up.
I hope you hear my cries and come bk to me, (baby) i miss calling you that.