I can't take it anymore.

What a happy family i have. In other ppl's family. In every sunday morning, they would have breakfast tgt, chit chat tgt. What about my happy family? The robot in my house coulkd sleep till afternoon. Not bothering whether my sister got her lunch or breakfast or not.
Im so glad i got a mother who wholeheartedly love us care for us. Despite her long working hours, no matter how tired she is. She would buy breakfast for me and sister.
All this little actions really made me feel that i have to help her more. Maybe to many of you, this is what a mother should do. But for my mother it's different. I sympathise her so damn much. But i could do nothing......

And now, how about you my fucking elder brother?

Wow you so love your gf. And pls take this in mind. Im totally not against her. But against how intolerable your love towards her. Mother fucker, you dote on her so bloody much until me and mum finds it disgusting. I repeat, im not against her. When she said thank you to me just now, i was so furious initially and blaming her in my heart for making ridiculous request. But after hearing tht, i felt damn.. I know it wasn't her fault. I feel like a baddie, she's so innocent. I dont want her to feel that noone in this house welcomes her. Im angry at you not your gf mind you.
Why everytime we quarrel you can say sever ties so easily. I dont understand. Is it that this family no longer holds a place in you or is it that im just way too minor to you.
You always tell me how much you love me how much you blah blah blah me. No way, it's enough. I dont wanna hear all these anymore.
You and your fucking lies.

I had enough of a fanily like this. I hate this. WHAT A HAPPY FAMILY.

Sometimes im just so tired of all these, i wanna leave. I hate all these that im going through. Hate it so much............
How many times am i gonna cry over family issues, how many times will i feel likegiving up. I dont know.
Just shut up. I dont need someone like you.