Every morning i open my eyes, The feeling truely sucks to realise that i couldn't have you with me anymore.

Have to deal with my emo shit again. Every morning the same thing comes about. My god, Im so sick of it. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

Everytime i go through those msgs from you. From the start when i started knowing you to those times when we're attracted to each other, until we slowly getting closer each day. & When we finally got tgt.
I could remember how happy i am tht time. I would always be so damn excited towards each new day of meeting you. & I always love throwing temper to you making you think tht im attituding you I dont know why either.
Thn as i scroll up in my inbox msgs.. I saw something so different followed up.

Its true to say tht when one is determine to break up he/she would be so damn cruel.
No matter how much how hard i beg you to come bk to me its useless.

It's been a month and 16 days.

" Why dont you tell me where it hurts my baby, and i'll do my best to make it better. "

I'll get over it but i need time, so much of my god damn time.

Yay, meeting pamela later. :D

Close like its my baby before.

我一直以來都守護在你身邊 不知你如何看得見 只好靜靜靠在一邊

你的笑容能讓我開心一整夜 好像擁有你在我生邊 讓灰暗世界變成晴天

時間已經不多 我還有話很想說 一留埋藏心中卻要如何開口

該不該繼續沉默 該不該勇敢至說 希望你回頭

不能在一起也沒關系至少你懂我的心 會在想你

那些回憶會永遠保持甜蜜 不管未來你會在哪里

我都不會忘記 我愛你

你是我微笑的原因

(只是希望你能比從前開心)

Xi Wang - Sly & Puzzle Band

& Today goes on as it is.

Hi. Went marina and suntec with huimin ytd.
It was crazy, cos she counldn't tahan me taking pictures almost everythwere at anytime. haha.
But well, it was fun. And im approached by a modelling company again. (:
MANDY IS A HAPPY GIRL NOWWWWWWWWWW. HAHAHAHA!
(Sheryl's gonna niam me again.. -.-") LOL.
I gave my number and got their namecard. :D
Faster call me, i need money. LOLOL. Kidding la, its too good to be true.
I know where im standing alright, just let me be happy and fantansize the great feeling of being a "model"for awhile ok.
Haha!

Pictures:


Dined at HK cafe, slurppppp.

The foods!

(:

Mandy's

F-A-T

R-O-U-N-D

F-A-T-T-E-R!

:D

&Huimin :D

Her action of the day:

Tgt,,

Start seeing similiar faces. haha.

&On the way home.

Tired day afterall.

Heading home. .. ..

Met up with sherman, my good friend. :D

Sherman. (:

SMILE PLEASE!

Yayy. :D

Thts all for the day.

:D

Mandy's a happy for ytd. Not today.

&&&&&&&

Before you go, take a look and hear this song by sylvester sim.

Me like. :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XEJAZXlcrho

Talented ahbeng?

This song made me love him. HAHAHAHA.

I hope i hv a bf in future who would sing to me. Without hesitation i sure marry him one lor. LOL!

I'm afraid i'll go blind.

These few days was boring. haha.
Went to hospital to visit a friend, i hope everything's fine. God above please bless him. Ask him to wake up faster!! ):

Alright. Thn caught the movie, "coming soon".
LOL. The title itself is joke. I was telling my friend tht i want to catch a new movie.
The conversation goes like this.

Friend: what movie?

Me: coming soon lor..

Friend: Ya la i know, what title?

Me: Coming soon la!!!!!

Friend: HUH?!?!?!

HAHAHAHA.

Lol! Its a horror movie. And please, it scared the hell out of me. Lol!

Those who watched horror with me before you'lll know my pattern well. hahaha.

Of cos, as usual i covered my eyes throughout the movie..

LOL! Thn i screamed twice.

Please, really very frightening you knowwwwwwwwww!

It was in thai and i can understand a few words. hahahaha. Very nice movie..

But too bad, i dont think the ending is a nice one. But its terrifying! haha.

Overall, i rate it..

3.8/5 lol! wierd rating.

Oh ya.. And my eyes, i dont know what happpened. Im quite worried. Cos my eyes is abit reddish now, i think its cos of the contact lens. ):

Im afraid to wear those "za-pa-lang" brand alrd. Like damn disgusting. Ytd was the first time my eyes turn like this ok! Like you know ppl, when you just wake from your sleep. Sometimes you'll find those yellowish shit in your eyes? YA! That's the something in my eyes. And its making my vision blurrrr. And thn next my eyes became so red when i got home and removed my contact lenses. ):

I hope i wont turn blind! haha.

Today it was slightly better alrd..

Ppl who hv ways to cure the redness for eyes in a short period of time, pls tag me!!!!

And also. Tell me which brand of contact lens is better. (:

Thanks and bye.

Loveeeeeeee/.

I wish....

I want:

• A new phone
• A camera**
• New clothings**
• New cabinet (mine spoiled)
• My skincare!!
• New make ups
• New bags**
• New job**
• More moneyyyyy (HAHAHA) ****************

YESSSSSSSS. Thats all i want. alottttttt, i know. I can never be contented luh. Lol. Those with ****** are urgent!

LOL!

Anwwwww. Im emo now, like again? I always think of you and i dont know why!

Shouldn't be like this. Really need to concentrate!

I guess i should just leave it like this, because i know i'll not be able to get over you tht fast. I hope, we could get tgt again. Loveya tht much, dai yin mai!?!?!? Its so silly. Man, its just a week and im lingering on to this for like.. 1 month ++? ):

Save me from agony.

Complex/.

hmm im feeling stress now. I just realise im so so so so behind time. I got lots to catch up. Got lots to do, many things to handle.
I feel so tired, restless. Physically cum emotionally.

My results, if there's a graph to show. You would see the figure gg down. Thtats how bad i am now. I think im starting to lose control of myself, or rather, letting my stupid emotions control me.
Blahblahblah.

Broke up for a month plus alrd, why am i still like tht. arghhh.

Should i say im just lazy to study or i couldn't figure out what problems is it tht has made me so not in the mood to study.

Anwwwwwww, i really have to focus.
Time's running out & i dont wanna regret. Or i'll really be stupid.
WAKE UP MANDYYYYYYYYY!

Updates for 5 & 7 march!

I know its abit late to update only now! Haha, but i was super occupied.
Ok, firstly. Update on my husband's "mini concert" hahah.
I think tht "e-concert" 60% go for Luo Zhi Xiang lor!
Its like his mini concert la.. He's damn good tht day. Dance and sang well!

Damn high there. And me and sheryl very paiseh! Cos we diodnt really dare to stand and shout cos like the few rows in front and at the bk of us was like so calm lor!
Damn funny, we were thinking sit down can see meh! LOL.

So we gradually stood and and shout. HAHA. He's damn hot. Tsk, how to not love him!!!!

Pictures:

Caught this rainbow when the concert was starting, niceeeee.


(: (: He received three awards tht day!






He was damn happy cos his "collection" is complete now.


Even side view also so handsome, bth!









Dancing "Ge Zhong Qiang Shou"

Handsomeee.

Videos of his performance!

Gao xiao:

2 videos for ge zhong qiang shou






Pictures was abit blur tho.

I think the host damn lucky! Xiaozhu keep looking at here sincerely! omg.

Other thn xiaozhu, there's Energy too! :D

& JJ Lin!

& Stephanie sun!

Actually there's many more celebrties. Like linfeng from hong kong.

Chen qi zhen, shi xin hui, yang zhong wei,derrick ho and etc..

But Luo Zhi Xiang's the best!

So after tht the concert ended. ): It was awesome la. Damn high one. hahaha.

Sheryl and me headed home and cos its was her birthday alrd, ( after 12pm and 8 of march)

wished her happy birthday after her reminding me! LOL.

K, here's something for you lele.

Dear sheryl! Happpy birthday. And you're 19 le. (:

Hope you like tht card, and ya you said you like it! hahaha. (:

Nothing much to say.. Cos there's stil many yrs ahead of us and we'll still celebrate more tgt with you! You know how much i love you one la, no need say so much. LOL!

We are LZX's super fan. & we'll always be. Love sheryl!

Sheryl's really a good friend you knowwwww.

Thts all for 7 march!

Love,

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Late updates on 5 mrach!

Weiseng's birthday.

:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUNK STAR.

Birthday boy!! :)

& Esaint

As usual. camwhored.

Liwen!! Love.

& Hongyi!!

"Group picture" with gfs. lol

Thts all!

Bb.

I shall end this post with a very very cute video!






My husband's cheng yao!! :D

Happy happy moodddddd.