what else can i say?

Ok. Adeline just send me the pictures. (:

She's one sweet girl too. haha.

Taken by her webcam:

This is the first time someone drew me. Somemore using the computer sketching. Omg, its like. Awwwwwwwwww. sweet? haha.

Thanks thanks thanks.
"I cried when i saw the picture"

HAHAHA.

Melvin got what i mean?!?! HAHAHAHA.
He very nice, everytime like to draw me i dont know why.

LOL!!
thanksssssss.

Fate/.

ok, random. But this post is specially for calista.

Your birthday cake.. :(

Bought one slice only cos tot you would have too much cake alrd, and rmb you dont love cake tht much..

And this cake, if i went to school tht day. It would only be for you and nt shared.. Ya.

Understand?

k, thats all.

(:

Good times, bad times.

Updates.

Alright.. Photos taken ytd at calista's house. Her sisters damn pretty. Both are potential comedy stars. LOL!! It wasnt much of a celebration, more of a gathering within we girls. (:

My dear, hope you did enjoy yourself.

The card i made for her.

My precious kiss, we really kissed lor! LOL

Look so fat when it shouldn't be like this. LOL

Tgt-ness :D

This is her youngest sister!! Damn cute and tall. She's like at my forehead? LOL! P5 only ok. How come kids grow so fast nowadays. -.-

Eunice we are good friends. LOL

Pretty right she!

Pamela kwong the kp.

(:

This one is really funny, we were suppose to hug.. But i don't understand why she end up doing pole dancing actions to me, and hug me like some koala bear. HAHA.

Best, classmates. 09'

This was quite sometime ago, was lazy to upload. So these came late. Pamela webcam-ed me again as usual.

But this time round with her super cute brother and cousin, thats why i post the screenshots. LOL

HAHA.

So cute loh!

The siblings.

WOO. This is damn cute and the best picture.

Pamela, signing off.

Alright.. Thats all. Me no mood to blog actually.. Don't know whats gotten into me. Bloody hell fuck. Ppl, tag.

I miss sheryl, jasmine liwen and everyone i haven't met for long.

Chiuwee, miaomiao.. Blah blahblah..

Can i turn time bk?

This will be the last time im gonna blog this way.

I saw her blog, I saw how ppl mentioned you and her were compatible. And i dont know why i feel so. Arghh.

Whats the impact that she has left for you, sometimes i wonder..
Didn't i try hard to keep you with me? sigh.

I still dream of you, i still think.. why?
somebody tell me why..

Perhaps she was so much better than me, perhaps you both went through things tht i haven't got the chance to go through with you, our time is short.
Its like, not fair huh.
If all it takes is months of awaiting i wouldn't mind doing stupid things like, "waiting" ..
But it doesn't help.. How much i struggle inside. How much i want you bk, its not gonna happen.
So what should i do when you left me saying, you want her forgiveness and patch with her because you've hurt her too much? How about me, didn't you hurt me too? Beacuase you want to heal her wound but you left a scar on me.
How great. I miss you like free one, I still think of those lil memories though they're so limited. How can i have you bk again.. You know? Its so hard to stop thinking.
I hope you read my blog. Because whatever i blog about, i dare not say it to you.

Im not ognna say anymore. I dont wanna be so emo all my life. I dont wanna be like this anymore.. Many said that i've become another person ever since i broke up with you. Interms of studies, daily life.
I bet you don't understand how much i feel for you...........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALISTA!! <3

I haven't blog for few days. Cos noone tag i angry.
LOLLLLL.

Please ppl, tag me. ROAR.

Alright, the main purpose for this post is..
My dear best friend birthday is today!!

happy birthday calista. (:
Hugs and kisses tight tight.

will post the pictures up ltr or tmr when she send me. (:

It lasted not long but i can't forget about it.

Something bad happened.
):

& Im gonna be so ... whole day.
I dreamt of him.

Sometimes i wonder how long will it take for me to not be affected, still, and when can i clean forget the hurt you've brought to me.
It's not the first time i dreamt of you.. & Its so damn terrible to feel this way.

Is it because its not gonna be possible between us in reality, thats why its all happening in dreams?

I dreamt of me meeting him out of coincidence, then when we saw each other, i held on to his hands very tightly, don't wanna let him go.. But he said to me, " don't think of the past alrd. " and then another dream followed.
I dreamt that we talked on the phone (this is not gonna happen in reality) , you told me you want to go to somewhere, and asked me , "you wanna accompany me along? " . Then i woke up from this dream..

All i can say is..
I really hate the feeling like this. Waking up from a dream that pains me to realise, oh its just a dream.I felt like crying.. But, there's too many but.
Its like bk to the days when we just broke up. I cried every morning i wake up.
I hope you hear my cries and come bk to me, (baby) i miss calling you that.

Boring day, funny day.

Alright, im doing nothing at home.. Damn bored yea, but i've spent all my money so im not gg to go out until i have money again.
Fuck.
Damn sad cos no body called me to hire me!!

Oh man, please tag me if any of you know which shop is hiring!
So i stayed home and talked online alomost the whole day.
Got some funny things to share!! LOL!
Melvin is damn irritating. lol!

I just started talking to him past few days even though we knew each other for quite some time. And to my horror, he really is god damn irritating.
LOL!

Evidence:

COPYING MY DP!!


I roar thn he draw one lion i don't know why. -.- lol


He can happily take my pics from blog and draw.


Draw until so ugly! Not me lor!! LOLLLL.

I thought tht was damn funny, and IRRITATING. Draw until so ugly still expect me to compliment your drawing, tmd.

LOL!!

*mandish* LOL!

Alright im bored againnnnnnnnn.